The End?

After a lot of consideration, I've decided to end my regular updates for this blog; at least for now.

Whenever I first started this blog, it was to have an outlet for my full, authentic self. An outlet which, at the time, I didn't think I could have or would be accepted at home.

Since that time, I've gone from worrying about not looking like I belonged whenever I stepped out as Trixie to now looking forward to every chance I get to present as my feminine side.

I used to believe that I could never be accepted by the people I see everyday to being fully accepted by people I never thought were capable of doing such.

I believed that I wouldn't find anyone romantically because I'm genderfluid and pansexual. Now, here I am with an amazing girlfriend.

Since I began this blog in August, a lot has changed about me and the people around me. I still don't feel comfortable presenting as Trixie in every situation. However, just to know that so many people still care about me, accept me and want me in their lives is awe inspiring.

As a writer, there's always times when writer's block will rear it's ugly head. Thankfully, I always had something to write about. Everything from my daily life to my inner thoughts to my past to major achievements to even book reviews.

Still, I feel that as more and more falls into place for me in life, it seems like my posts have become more and more nitpicking about things. This is something I don't want to see happen to my blog.

I don't know if/when I'll come back. I might return whenever I have something major to report. But we'll see. Mostly, I'll just be enjoying my life as best I can.

I absolutely need to thank everyone who helped guide me this far. 

My girlfriend Aerith, who proved that there truly was someone still out there for me.

My best friends Griffin and Kitty for always being there for me.

My mom, who couldn't have been a bigger supporter for me through all of this; just like she has for everything during my entire life.

My daughter Willow for being my main reason for getting up everyday. Even during the days when I didn't think I could anymore. Without a doubt, she's the greatest achievement of my life.

To my close friends and family who read either everyday or at least regularly (Christin, Haley, Jenn, Jenny, Lisa, Marissa, Tina). Your support and acceptance for me mattered more than you could ever know.

And finally to all of you who read my blog. Whether you were regulars or passersby, you still took sometime over the past five months to read over my thoughts almost every weekday. I thank you all for doing so.

With that said, I hope you all have a wonderful weekend. Keep living your best life, no matter what anyone else says. Know that I love all of you, my loves!

-Trixie 😘 ❤️ 

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