Update on My Laura Dean

As previously discussed (in My Laura Dean) I wound up unfriending my last serious girlfriend, MLD, this past summer. She responded by blocking me and immediately finding herself a new man.

This was despite her telling me for the past two years that she wasn't interested in another relationship and couldn't see herself trusting someone that deeply again. I guess things change when someone who you thought would always be there for you to take advantage of suddenly has enough.

But I digress.

So, I moved on with my life. She moved on with hers. I figured that was the end...until a few days ago.

I'm scrolling through Facebook and come across the section "People You May Know." Guess who I see staring back at me?

Being the curious type, I click on the profile and find out that most of these posts are from last year. This leaves two possibilities: this is one of her side accounts or she's limiting what I can see.

Now, she has several side accounts that she'll deactivate and reactivate at will. She created them because she gets the attention of many potential gentlemen callers (aka "Fuck Boys") and will switch accounts when one of them becomes unbearable. I had befriended at least five of her accounts before she blocked me on all of them.

I decided to perform an experiment to see if this was her main account or not. I asked both Kitty and Griffin to search for her on Facebook and let me know what they found.

Their results turned up the same account...but not the one I could see.

Turns out, they were able to see her main account; many pictures and posts actually featuring her new guy (I'd found out that she hadn't featured him much even a month after they became "official"). 

This means that she specifically allowed this side account to be available to me. My guess is she's doing so to keep tabs on me. Many times after she dumped me, whenever I thought we were truly done, she'd be the one to reestablish contact. I have a feeling that she's leaving this side profile available to do so again. Just in case things don't work out with her current guy.

Sadly, this is her typical pattern and not one in which I'm interested in revisiting any time ever.

She had her chance to accept my love many times over the past seven years and found ways to rebuke me so many ways.

Never again.

That'll do it for me this week. Have a wonderful weekend, my loves!

-Trixie 😘 ❤️ 



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